Sunday, July 27, 2014

Introductions

I never know how to address myself on the first sighting of anything, really. First impressions are important, right. Well, I've screwed them up too many times. I guess I'll give this one a shot? I kind of have to, but, then again, this is my blog, meaning I have full control. Alright, Nicole, stop the jabbering.

Hi, my name is Nicole and I'm an idiot.  Okay let's try that again.

My name is Nicole and I'm starting this blog to write down my thoughts, I guess. So starting from today, on the morning of July 27, 2014, say hello to this mostly likely train wreck of a blog composed of my thoughts and such of that matter. I'm no writer, although my former teacher said I was quite a good one. I enjoy writing and if I had the chance, I would become a writer. The problem is I never have enough substance to full up much. My writing are short pieces of work here and there, which are things just bursting out of my mind (kinda like I'm doing right now). Be prepared for this blog (if you somehow enjoy it of course) to make no sense at all but somehow make some sense. My life is probably a great big paradox so this blog will most likely be one too.

Here's a little bit of me, if you're not sick of me already:


  • I'm currently a high school student. It's summer, so I'm doing everything but my summer homework. Typical teenager I know. 
  • I live in New York City. Ah yes, the city that never sleeps and the place where everyone would like to visit one day or another. I'd say I'm quite lucky to love here to be honest. Other than everything being more expensive here (don't even talk to me about renting and buying homes in the future, it's giving me quite a lot of stress even thinking about it), I love where I live. I can see why everyone likes it here so much. 
  • I am very very very very very socially awkward. It's too embarrassing. Which is probably why I don't have too many friends. About 95% of the people I know I'd say are acquaintances. So my really close friends to me are pretty gold. 
  • I think too much. Leading to me being quite an emotional person internally, I don't show it much. All of the crying to your best friend type thing isn't my forte. 
  • Music is the key to my soul. I tend to like music from England more than the US.. Little Mix, One Direction (don't even get me started, MUCH LOVE), Ed Sheeran.. now you may be thinking "wow wow wow, what a surprise another one of those crazy fan girls of the 1D boys." Think what you want, but they make me happy, and I'm not much of a happy person. They are the light I my life within all the dark in me. I see them as truly amazing and kind people and I'm incredibly proud of them with all they've done. Happiness is what matters, right? I'll control myself now and I'll shut up. Let's continue. 
  • I enjoy singing. Many people say I'm good and all but I'm never satisfied with my voice.
  • Watching YouTube is my crack. I am addicted, too too addicted. Zoella Sugg, Joe Sugg, Tanya Burr, Jacksgap, Wong Fu, Ryan Higa, there is too many. They make me happy too :)


I think that's all for today. Quite a long introduction I'm sure. Told you my mind is a train wreck that never shuts up. I hope this wasn't too boring and bad? It probably was, I've learned to not get my hopes up. Oh, that too is a fact. Pretty sure intros aren't supposed to be this long and most people that possibly even find this are sleeping by now, oops! Sorry, my bad. Going to fix the rest of my blog now!

Much love, good luck,

Nicole

P.S. I'm not planning to read all of this so I save myself from the embarrassment I've just caused for myself. Sorry for any typos!